im sorry i cant be perfect

to lose is to find. a few days ago, i experienced just that. the process of losing a material possession, but yet finding myself in the midst of it all. today demonstrated the 2nd segment of that phrase. to find is to lose. in God's most abundant grace i found that lost possession, but at the same time, i lost a part of the love, compassion & warmth that i wld expect in a place and person. all in a day's work.

im sorry, i just cant be perfect. i tried..

i cant please everyone. theres only so much i can do.

"the day when i cried out, You answered me, and made me bold with strength in my soul" - Psalms 138:3

i wanna sit by the bleachers again tonight. in the cool night air. with my friends, with the stars, with ourselves. i wanna immerse myself in that moment of tranquility once more. to feel like everything's gonna be alright. to make believe just one more time, that my lucky star will fall down from the sky again; to make believe that, my guardian angel's watching over me.



please my wings.. fly me away..