i wonder why..

garrrghhh why is it that i cant visualize 3D trigo?!

even after the full employment of my rulers, pencils, calculators, hands, toes, everything in a futile attempt to illustrate a 3D version of whats printed in the math paper... i still cant see angle BOP.

GRR. this is so frustrating. i can visualize everything. EXCEPT 3D trigo.

weekends arent very productive. my brain's self-declared break. shut-down point.

all i've learnt today.. is that tweety bird is actually a guy.

politics of life

"a blaze of love.. and extinction"

maybe there juz isnt such things as the "lantern glimmer of the same". not yet at least. soon, soon. it will come in due time.

two delightful surprises streamed in merrily today. one came in the form of the approval for my relief teaching in primary schs (: at least im halfway through landing myself in a job after As.

the second delightful surprise laid in my marked war lit essay today. my first A+ in JC lit class. a little late, but better late than never (:

sad to say, that doesnt apply to the rest of my subjects.

soon, soon. it will come in due time..







time heals all wounds...

im praying for you brother..

balancing on a tightrope

i ordered mac delivery for mac today at my place. hehe. and he had a macchicken. hehe..

ooh ooh its raining now.. cozy snuggling up in bed, wit a warm cup of milk.. and return of the native.


i must be strong, and carry on

my lovers

in times like these.. u start to wonder if 4 heavy arts subjects is possible. after i described my situation to edwin, he commented something along the lines of 'joy you're kinda screwed'. and i cant help but agree.

what with meeting college application datelines and applying for SATs and juggling geog lectures and the last week of lit consultations and lit mocks (which still dont turn out very well). what i truly need.. is time.

"when God brings you to it, He'll bring you through it". all i have now left.. is faith. and of course, my dear lovers below.. (:

was testing out my new cam.. and what better pics to take than my dears who have painted the smile on my face each day..


ginger!


absolutely the cutest disney totems on earth (:


ok not exactly my love.. but at least when im there, i know im studying (:


ok at least that was a no-brainer. there goes my 5 min break..


i guess it just isnt meant to be..

breaking

is it a mere indulgence in sentimentality that occur when i feel like im falling into pieces? knowing it'll be nice to have something to hold on to, something to hope for? or is this just another day that's gone by, grasping an intrigue thats rather ideal than real?

the "i-dont-know"s come too easy nowadays..

no im not depressed. freeze-and-melt was fun today (: in fact, theres something fun everyday - the friends and hubbing (: juz cant seem to find certain answers for certain questions sometimes.

only God knows i guess.

grace like rain

my favorite view in sch (: esp at night.

Once there was the sun
bright and warm and wonderful
shining like the love
within my heart

theres a tingling of excitement within me (: cant explain it. exam periods have its high too in a way. plus.. we're going for chapel tmr! yay (:


theres grace like rain that falls down on me..

captain's ball = life

thnx you all for giving me life! (: feels rly cozy playing wit so many diff pple each time after slogging off in the hub, and then recognizing the familiar grumble in our stomachs before rushing to join the dinner queue, keeping our fingers crossed that there'll still be food left for us hungry but happy people. and the best part is, girls still won guys hehehe (: at certain times.

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

now i have a dozen wonderwalls to bring me thru As! (: i lub choo all!

our quest for takopachi to satiate our mysterious craving after tuition today led josh n i in a trip around cck, concluding that two people with poor sense of direction will definitely spells geographical disaster. haha. at least we got to eat our takopachi in the end. and talk (: joy is a satisfied girl.

oh i found a rly convenient spot at the playground today, to juz lie down and watch the stars (: oooh. so it was juz perfect, me my dogs & my stars, until i realized i was talking to myself. or my dogs. or the air. uh-oh. not gd. getting a lil wonky frm all that studying. or the lack of!

):



maybe. just maybe..

counting the days

I know the sunshine has a meaning,
And nothing left can get in my way

i guess theres always a reason to smile despite everything. esp after girls thrashed guys at captain's ball ytd! (: heheh. funny how we get closer to so many other more people wit the late-night studyings in sch. (:

a bad math mock paper was made up faithfully by the magics of world-class fudge-covered brownies, topped off with irrevocably the best icecream from daily scoop! after one plate was immediately wolfed down btwn mac and i, there came the ultimate temptation to savor the chocolate again. in which, we succumbed to. ahh heavenly...

im hooked on chocolates!! gimme gimme more (:

"those who joyfully leave everything in God's hand will eventually see God's hand in everything". thnx for reminding me just what i needed to be reminded of. worry ends where faith begins! (:




get on up, when you're down BABY
take a good look around

im sorry i cant be perfect

to lose is to find. a few days ago, i experienced just that. the process of losing a material possession, but yet finding myself in the midst of it all. today demonstrated the 2nd segment of that phrase. to find is to lose. in God's most abundant grace i found that lost possession, but at the same time, i lost a part of the love, compassion & warmth that i wld expect in a place and person. all in a day's work.

im sorry, i just cant be perfect. i tried..

i cant please everyone. theres only so much i can do.

"the day when i cried out, You answered me, and made me bold with strength in my soul" - Psalms 138:3

i wanna sit by the bleachers again tonight. in the cool night air. with my friends, with the stars, with ourselves. i wanna immerse myself in that moment of tranquility once more. to feel like everything's gonna be alright. to make believe just one more time, that my lucky star will fall down from the sky again; to make believe that, my guardian angel's watching over me.



please my wings.. fly me away..

the happy and the sparkling

the girls. the people. the friends. the class.




through storms and fair weather. in merriment and in cheerlessness. through it all. the people who overcame, and came together as one at the end of it all.

the pictures tell a story. so till then, no more words.