high

ok im blogging cuz im high n im bored. gotta let out some energy.

haha i keep thinking of today's rehearsals. i thot it was pretty gd for the tiny turnout we had. i felt the music today. its so nice. i mean yea its the same piece tt we've played over n over again. but those times the piece has juz been notes to me, n today it was music. i rly like mr tan's conducting haha. i think hes rly gd.

ok with that said, it was an extremely tiring rehearsal. the energy level was quite low n it was a LONG rehearsal smack in the middle of my saturday!! bah. plus the weather was juz too hot for my liking.

o i let out my mean bean today. haha. cuz we got this video frm the video store. "open waters". so we watched it while having dinner, n it SUCKED so bad. it was like blair witch project. 5 min into the movie i was getting frustrated, and then came the last straw: pornography. i mean yea it was NC-16, but the movie was sposed to b about shark attacks, not the human body. my mom freaked, n we decided to get a refund frm the store. so thats where i let out my mean bean. i debated wit the manager for like 15 minutes. i was rly rebutting everything she said until she was speechless n exchanged the video for me. :) i have to admit, i had a lotta fun. i NEVER do this sorta stuff n it was satisfactory when i got my video exchanged. ok all in the name of cheap thrill.


i have nothing else to say n wit that i end this post.

testing

haha tests are fun.. even if they're not right all the time. similarminds has quite a gd collection of tests..

There was this brain test...

"Overall you appear to be Right Brain Dominant"
Right brain dominant individuals are more visual and intuitive. They are better at summarizing multiple points, picking up on what's not said, visualizing things, and making things up. They can lack attention to detail, directness, organization, and the ability to explain their ideas verbally, leaving them unable to communicate effectively."

it is SO accurate. im such a visualizer. the irony is: i cant do 3d trigo.

then theres the personality test.. which is kinda true but kinda not too..

Eysenck's Test Results

Extraversion (77%) high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. Neuroticism (44%) moderately low which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic. Psychoticism (41%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense of your own individual development (martyr complex).

Take Eysenck Personality Test (similar to EPQ-R)
personality tests by similarminds.com

stand by me

workouts can b self-gratifying. esp if u do them wit a specific purpose in mind. :) think the dance classes in ny were beneficial afterall. i hated them when i was taking them tho.

somehow i always have to remind myself its friday. how i long for those days when fridays seem to b the best day of the week. cuz tt means i'll have 2 days of rest and break. where have the weekends gone to?

sch was especially bad for me today. somehow all the teachers worked themselves into a bad mood today so i kinda got into trouble wit alotta them. seems like its nv enough watever u do. its never enough.

life was brought back after sch when our class stayed back to do the overdued GP hw which we got yelled at for. ipods zenmicros and discmans were whipped out, and we started listening to chinese songs which sounded gd but we had no shit about wad was being sung. but it was GOOD! lol music always helps to lift my spirits. im so gonna b a music therapist. im living proof that it works.

lunch/dinner at westmall after tt wit kb n rita. it was pretty funny pulled me back frm the dead. then we cabbed to hashim ali's place for econs tuition. there were these 2 other guys wit us today. bryan frm RJC and derrick frm HCJC. lol hashim's pretty biased towards us cuz we're frm ACJC. we did alotta stuff tt would help our coming test but had not much to do wit the other guys :P haha i guess its gd for us. cabbed back frm hashim's house after tt. n i realized i havent gone out for some time! ive been so busy wit all my commitments its been long since ive gone out wit my friends :( need to catch up wit them

but how do i go out wit the suffocable schedule i have?

pop quiz hot shot

according to this test.. which i ripped off mike's blog, my lowest factor is independence. wow

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results Warmth ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Intellect |||||||||||| 38% Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||| 42% Liveliness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Dutifulness ||||||||||||||| 50% Social Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Sensitivity ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Paranoia ||||||||||||||| 46% Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74% Introversion |||||| 14% Anxiety |||||||||||||||||| 54% Openmindedness ||||||||||||||| 50% Independence |||||| 14% Perfectionism ||||||||||||||| 46% Tension |||||||||||| 34%

Take Cattell 16 Factor Test (similar to 16pf)
personality tests by similarminds.com

upbeat

ok im feeling rly chirpy today. my mood swing's finally caught some wings. not bad. i even stayed back for sectionals even tho i was excused. haha tt must have been something.

sectionals was pretty funny today haha. ok maybe i was the only one who thought it was funny. cuz mr tan was making a few of us play this melody over n over again cuz he thot we werent using enough strength or watever n it was too soft. he said we were playing like "victorian ladies". which i thot was hilarious cuz of the irony. ok nvm.

ahh the sch hours seem to be never ending. time passes so slow when we're having classes. n today i heard the most awful story ever. it was FOUL. it was more hideous revolting repugnant whatever beyond words. n to my utter horror i couldnt help VISUALIZING it throughout classes. im left but mentally and visually scarred. pls no more.

joshua's somehow got 'stand by me' stuck in my head.. but its got pretty cute lyrics ive been singing it to get the image outta my head today..

im full of admiration for the movers who juz brought our fridge into our house. they were self-employed movers so their "workers" were their family members. this boy who was barely 13 or 14 was carrying the huge fridge wit his dad. at this time. juz to earn a couple of tens. my heart goes out to them

was re-reading my gp package.. when i found this statement which i missed out b4. "Chia tells of how a controversial play she directed, Shopping and F***ing, rife with sex and violence, got past the censors". The irony of the statement rly got me laughing.

sick child

my health is like glass. breaks easily. sucks. had headache attacks this morning again. missed the gp test. thank God theres a replacement test tmr. o i met brian ong at the gate when i reached sch too. lol he had an MC for home. n he gave it to me so i could get past the security guard cuz i didnt have time to see a doctor. so sweet.too bad the guard didnt believe me.

ytd was pretty interesting. kickstarted wit some drama as there was a fire in my condo. shaun's block. directly across mine. the smoke oozed into my house as i was having breakfast n it was horribly pungent. so after breakfast we got downstairs into the car n was about to drive off, when we saw two speeding civil defense bikes in front of us. they stopped our car, n were like ORDERING us for the directions to the burning block. apparently they could not follow directions cuz they went in the total opposite directions tt we told them. n trailing behind them were humongous firetrucks, ambulences and a truckload of firemen. all going in the wrong direction.

anyways~ turns out tt a maid was frying chicken or something when the fire grew and started smoking the entire unit. thus the commotion. haha. dont think anyone got seriously injured so praise God for that.

so anyways~ school was horrible. i was pushing myself to stay awake n alive for almost all the lessons. had strings after tt. we went out for dinner at dover market, n i had a nice talk wit the J1s. :) i was doing the talking most of the time tho. then samuel n i went back to sch first, sposedly to read the GP package, but we ended up playing the piano :P hes a rly gd improvizer lol we were doing a duet of "when u say nothing at all". so then it was prac. which was ok i guess. the cellos sounded rly gd i have to say. n the 1st violins sounded quite bad. dont kno bout us haha. but i was SO tired throughout the entire prac i was rly struggling to stay alive. it was a rly long rehearsal. till 9pm!! o kenneth n i were rly bored we were playing games on the score. like tictactoe n scissorspaperstone. which was totally dumb but it helped pass time.

went home n rushed my work till like 12am. ugh n thus my headache today. got an MC n lots more pills. im rly sick of medicine.

SJI

ytd was rly fun. ok i had church first and when we got to church, we found a drumset sitting on the stage. *grins* apparently some guy called leon or something donated his drumset n he played the drums for us during worship. not bad at all.

so after service i went to kb's place for the SJI. it was cr8zy. we got there early to prepare all sorts of stuff tt we were gonna pour on the juniors. something like tt brown goey stuff that john was cooking. it was a mixture of everything like oatmeal, dark sauce, vanilla essence.. looks pretty GROSS.


john brewing the disgusting mixture

so then we split the J1s into 3 teams n we played station games at the road in front of kb's house haha. all the girls were blindfolded and the guys led them around the stations n played all the dirty games. we threw flour n wat-have-u on them it was totally chaotic. benjamin's team won the game by completing the stations quickest and he was exempted from having to put on makeup and dress up. :)


the rly DIRTY winning team!

heres a shot of all of us really dirty and slimy. :) fun stuff.

all of us extremely dirty

then we had pizza dinner n hung around n talked to the juniors. they're rly cool peeps haha n they were rly gd sports about getting dirty n all tt. 3 cheers! so later matthew and benjamin had to dress up cuz their team lost lol. so the girls had them put on makeup n catwalked in front of all of us. it was HILARIOUS. heres a shot of bobby in his make up..


benjamin and i

we did alotta crazy stuff too. it was rly an ARTS outing. like the guys sang songs for us, n hanyang did the VJC mass dance which he saw at joshua's party, n the J1s did the orientation dance as well. haha


AHReds!

we all went home rly late.. so our entire class was rly stoned in class today. thank God my classes ended early. but it was worth it haha. it was such a successful SJI. love the juniors

long weekend!

omg its amazing how much kids can consume nowadays. my 9yearold cousin marc can eat more than me! almost 3 times as much. should have taken a picture of how much he ate. GOSH. welcome the age of obesity.

anyways~
this has been a pretty gd long weekend. on fri we were sposed to go to sentosa for some ogl outing. n at like 10+ cherie n i were still debating whether to go haha when we're sposed to be there at 9am. whoo. we didnt go in the end. it was way too hot n i was rly lazy. :P i couldnt swim anyways.

so i baby-sat the kids in the morn. and i practiced my violin! woohoo. i brought my violin home for the 2nd time in 2 years :P to practice haha. no explanation to the newfound enthusiasm.

my mom gave me a ride to joshua's place. but not without getting lost a couple of times. we're both rly bad wit maps n direction it sux. the party was pretty fun tho i didnt kno alotta pple at first. it was juz cindy, hanyang, alex n i wit the other dudes at first. then matt wayne n mel came n we played alotta stupid games which were rly fun. like TABOO! i love tt game. the squeaker is hilarious sounding. haha. i wanna play again!! o then we watched american idol simon is SO mean n blunt like hello is the sarcasm necessary? but at least he's honest i guess.

today had a long chat wit ___. then went for OG outing. at bedok!!! took me an hour to get there i was reading empires of the sun on the mrt. gd book. rly gd. anyways~ so we cabbed to jialing's house frm the mrt n hung there. her house's so pretty! n her brother's pretty hott haha. ok nvm it was quite fun we played more stupid games like asshole daiti haha i was the king for all the games we played there!! ;) n i realized tt nicholas has a funny laugh haha. tt makes me wanna laugh. o they gave us OG tshirts too! its rly nice haha it has our OG name at the front n all our names plus one-liners about us at the back :)

ahh nadim's such a mugger he was worried bout his GP package while he was there! n he went home to study. think i shall start reading my GP too. o we have SJI tmr at kb's house yay. hope its gonna b fun. maybe i'll bring drinks.

i will run to You

Your eye is on the sparrow
And Your hand, it comforts me
From the ends of the Earth to the depth of my heart
Let Your mercy and strength be seen

You call me to Your purpose
As angels understand
For Your glory, may You draw all men
As Your love and grace demand

And I will run to You
To Your words of truth
Not by might, not by power
But by the spirit of God
Yes I will run the race
Till i see Your face
O let me live in the glory of Your grace

this song always has a v.powerful effect on me. urges me to seek God's love continually n nv give up on Him.

my aunt's got dengue fever. pls pray for her. apparently its quite serious. cuz my hyperactive cousins marc & megan are coming over for an extended sleepover. pls pray for ME. maybe its a gd opportunity for me to work my motherly instincts :) so if my kids turn out like tt (which they wont), i'll know how to handle them

tired

a long few days. been kept busy wit commitments. but then again everyone has.

life singers on monday. till rly late. cuz we had spring cleaning omg they dug out stuff dated frm 1975. n there were white fishes crawling about the stuff it was juz GROSS. n the guys were like dumping the stuff right in front of us all those insects were juz all over. ugh.

had chamber prac ytd. it was ok. J1s played wit us for the first time. they're rly gd at it i feel rly lousy. it feels gd to b rehearsing in the hub actually. reminds me of our initial practices last year. those were pretty fun.

i was practically sleeping thruout my classes today in sch. i was so tired out by work its only the 3rd week of sch but teachers are already merciLESS. ahh. went wit kb n rita to holland v after sch for dinner, n we cabbed down to hashim's place for econs tuition wit jeremy. hashim's funny hes a rly gd teacher. so after tt jeremy n i went to the mrt station i was SO tired tt i was out once i got onto the bus. freaky.

omg i was waiting at my mrt station for my mom's car n i saw SO many couples wit the girl taller than the guy. there were SIX couples of such tragedy. ok yes i was counting i was rly bored i hate waiting. it rly seems like a new age thing. either guys are growing shorter or girls are growing taller. i prefer the former.

read a hilarious article on taopoks frm lide's blog. apparently its called a pile-on in normal English. n its been banned from the premier junior college in the Bishan-Ang Mo Kio area. Singapore is pathetic. like hello even lil kids frm middle sch have pile-ons. ive seen a couple myself when i schooled in the US.

dang i cant seem to find time to slot in driving lessons. i'll have to murder my schedule trying to squeeze in weekly lessons. ian said i'll prolly take 3 months to get my license if i went for about 3 lessons a week. at this rate, i'll take a year.

regeneration

i was surprised when a doctor's appointment popped up on my schedule today. i went to sch for a grand total of one class before leaving for the hospital. haply i was informed tt stress was a possible due cause. apparently my body doesnt respond well to stress.

these few days have passed under a certain shade of gloom. today i finally break thru the cover into sunlight. tho its still cloudy, there seems to b glimmers of hope. freedom frm misery.

it feels weird to b home on a monday morning. for once i actually wanna b in school. having classes. ive missed out so much for the numerous commitments and doctor's appointments ive had. n ive been working my ass off when im free, finishing all my work ahead for once. tis a great start. but i wonder how long i can pull it off.

empires of the sun is a great book. under mrs creffield's advice ive tried to finish reading it over the weekends. tho i cant say i accomplished tt, i did finish up to a considerable chapter 12. n its a rly visual book tt encapsulates the war frm the little boy's eyes. boring at first, but it gets better. im glad its our lit textbook.

emotional drought

i feel numb. like i cant feel anything. emotionally. i feel like just a face in a crowd of people. just another one of them. i seem to be living in a dream. in fact i cant rly differentiate the times when im in a dream or im awake. it seems to juz float by. another day goes by, will never know, just wonder why.

someone help me im drowning.

"What great thing is there for two human souls
than to feel that they are joined together
to strengthen each other in all labor,
to minister to each other in all sorrow
to share with each other in all gladness
to be one with each other<
in the silent unspoken memories?

George Eliot

absentee

ytd after sch while cherie n i were walking in the void deck:

me: hi sir
mr david tan: hey joy, you're the superstar!
me: wad?!
mr david tan: *winks*

turns out tt a pic of me doing the superstar dance routine was in the video of pictures tt was showing at the lobby TV.

made a trip to the doc's today morning, wit a full intention of going to sch after tt. well turns out my condition was more serious than i thot. due to "vocal abuse" frm shouting lol. shocker. so an MC it was. the medicine was frigging powerful. whoever knew tt "medicine will cause drowsiness" means a sleeping spell in 5 min upon consumption? i knocked out into a DEEP sleep in the bright cheery morning. talk bout drugging.

uploaded the OG photos finally. not alot compared to cherie's 200+ and sarah's 100+ haha

"If I know what love is, it is because of you"

Herman Hesse

sweet eighteen

hooha im officially 8*teen today! i can drive (gotta start wit driver's ed first), drink n club legally, buy alcohol (not tt im gonna), buy smoke (no way im gonna) n take my A levels (wow).

im rly blessed to have so many friends who care. got alotta birthday smses, esp frm pple who ive kinda lost touch wit. i was so amazed they remembered when i myself almost forgot my birthday. thank God for these friends. :)

got a couple of presents frm pple thnx guys if u read this :) my mom n sis bought me funny gifts. a Sims magic computer game, and a reversi set. lol. then we made a trip down town to buy a playstation2, but decided to buy it frm chinatown tmr instead. my mom's crazy about puzzle bubble. lol. o they ordered in pizza n bought me a cake too. so sweet of them. o my dog went berserk wit the balloons they put up, n almost burnt its whiskers frm leaning into the candles.


my birthday cake. 8teen!!


my mom n i on my birthday :)

o so b4 tt in sch, my class decided to embarrass me by singing the birthday song LOUDLY in the void deck while we were having lunch. lol. n after sch my OG set me up wit a chicken-rice-birthday-"cake". haha. so sweet of em still. they planted a straw in the middle of a plate of chicken rice as my candle, n made me finish the plate of rice. i still love my OG :)

has been a pretty toned down birthday. i guess its gd in its way. i was pretty much occupied wit stuff i actually forgot my own birthday. haha. gonna b busier days coming up tho. hah

we are the fockers

ooh man tt show was pretty gd haha. meet the fockers. juz watched it like an hour ago haha. funny, but not THAT funny cuz its juz sick.

oh im gonna copy kenneth n give a tip of a day. so here goes.
tip of the day: venezia ice-cream is FAT FREE. so eat all u want.

whoa man today was a long day. tuesdays always are. was pretty tough we were all beat and tired by 1030 it felt like 5pm or something. oh we got a new teacher for lit. keith prince. hes a pretty funny british, albeit his strict teachings. raj got "corrected" for laughing uncontrollably.

anyways~ met lide for movie n dinner after school. popped by home for some medicine (im being murdered by my cough) and went to TB. o lide thnx for the venezia tip n thnx for the ice cream :) watched meet the fockers. that little boy was SOOO adorable im in love wit him. hope my future kids turn out as nice haha

pop quiz!

ripped them off mel's blog haha

You Are the Enthusiast

7 You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life. You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new. Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy. You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.

What number are you?

holiday!

our dear principal declared today as a holiday for all OGLs :D whoops! we had a pretty gd dedication service today praise&worship was gd haha. i like it when the teachers lead worship. but i couldnt rly hear the sermon cuz the damned aircon compressor was booming next to us.

ugh our class was pushed up to the balcony seats for assembly cuz of the stupendous size of the J1s in the hall. we are rly segregated frm the rest of the Arts faculty.. like our classes n lectures are mostly held wit the science classes instead of the Arts faculty. its rly weird. even PE is held wit the science classes.

anyways~ we checked out our new base class NL1 tt was pretty much like an exhibition studio cuz we had huge windows like ALL over. felt like animals in a zoo. we're gonna get curtains for it soon :)

then they gathered the OGLs n announced a day off for us :) it was pretty chaotic n a large bunch of us went to BK for brunch. it was a tad odd combi - mainly acsi geps, cherie, seok, melanie, yamini, jishan, christian n i. then cherie n i went to play bowling at marina wit the ac geps n christian. hanging wit the acgeps is like hanging wit 6 john chengs. it was an experience. realized the ac geps are similar in more than one way. haha it was pretty fun

so anyways~ daniel cherie n i went to cafe cartel @ city hall for lunch/dinner. n then split.

got a splitting headache now. hope it goes away soon

sorry pple

i hate being sick. hatehatehate. missing out on alotta stuff. life singers, marche, church.. sorry guys. i feel rly bad for missing out ok. down wit fever. so sorry!

i lost my voice

yesterday was rly fun. the high point cuz it was the last day of orientation. we played massive games in the morning. alright the OG didnt rly wanna play any dirty games at all n i was alone cuz nadim n jac had to game-master. so in the end i had to promised them only 3 games b4 slacking off so they would play. n so 3 clean games it was.


playing jac's game haha

after tt was senior-junior interaction wit our junior classes. omg our junior class only has 2 guys n 20 girls in it. talk bout domination. o n cherie's brother ben is in our junior class lol. she was so excited bout it


senior-junior interaction

so after tt we split n went back to our OGs. oh i saw lynn there haha n we talked a lil. miss the old times :)


lynn n i

then we went to seoul garden for lunch :) the one at taka. omg there were like 5 other OGs there as well n all of us had bookings. but we got our seats :) it was rly fun.


charles johnathan n nadim

im seriously amazed by how much charles can consume. he juz kept eating non-stop for like the few hours we were there. like plateful of meat after plates. he kept complaining tt our hot plate wasnt exciting enough cuz we didnt eat enough. man it was funny


the girls' table


our table :)


cindy n i


all of us at seoul garden

went back to sch for campfire after tt. the items were pretty boring. except the dances. our cavalon did whose line was it anyway. it was quite ok i think considering it was totally un-rehearsed. then we juz kept doing the dance routine after everything it was crazy. the basketball court looked like a havoc dance club.

man i miss orientation already. alotta my OG members messaged me sweet msgs for the fun they had in the past 5 days. aww :) it makes it all worth it.

but i lost my voice after 5 days of screaming n shouting n cheering. for a gd cause i guess. but today's the mission service n life singers is performing. im guilt-stricken cuz im sposed to sing n im the only 2nd soprano so there goes tt melody. i feel rly bad

20% left

johnathan n i

aight orientation today was awesome :) took another pic wit john hes such a joker. today's programs were pretty slack so we had time to juz sit around n chill.


charles n wayne while chilling @ the void deck

i was game-mastering for the afternoon game session so i went to set up the games. tomato soccer. the smell was pungent it was almost nauseating. the players had to get down on their knees n punch the rotten tomatoes around n score soccer goals. simple game, yet atrociously disgusting especially when the tomatoes get squashed n its contents spill out.

my heart went out to the players. until i got slimed by rotten tomato juice after each game. shawn rubbed an entire decaying persimmon on my back, while steve practically juz grabbed me and daubed my arms wit stinking tomato juice. i would also like to thank pris mark raj n others for my rotten vegetables outfit this afternoon. everyone say UGHHHHH!

i was so glad to get outta my collegiate tshirt. like seriously. lol but not b4 rubbing backs wit daryl - share of torture. mass rally thereafter was ok juz more cheering added on. all of us stank of rotten tomatoes so u can imagine the stench when packed as one. but this was a nice pic :)

orlaundros!

went out for OG outing at deborah's after tt. caleb yap's sister haha. this is a pic of the guys waiting for wayne nadim n i. they look so cute n young n innocent haha

the guys

dinner at deb's was awesome. we ordered in pizza. SIX pizzas!! but the walk to deborah's was pretty excruciating due to my extreme hunger haha. in the end i had like a slice n a half of pizza b4 my hunger ended. so much for extreme.

6 pizzas @ deborah's!!

amazingly the guys finished up the pizza in like a few minutes. deborah was seriously amazed, albeit living in a house wit 3 brothers. it was hilarious. we played johnathan's version of murderer after tt. which was like 10 times more fun than murderer lol. i had so much fun. juz tt i was rly exhausted frm the day so i was using half my energy to stay awake. my OG's such a nice bunch of peeps tho. :)

im losing my voice. like for REAL. it rly sucks. n tmr's the last day of OG. think im rly gonna miss it

OG 3rd day

pictures speak louder than words...heres my third day @ orientation.


fiona n weijun


my OG eilmorel :)


wayne n shawn


wayne n kenneth posing wit violins


rachel n deborah

2nd day

today was pretty fun again. everything went pretty well except for the morning. i got scolded by three teachers all within a minute. for practically doing NOTHING. following rita out of assembly cuz she was gonna barf. like hello tts the RIGHT thing to do so stop acting like im in the wrong. ugh i was so irritated wit the teachers juz cuz im an OGL they become stricter n all tt wit me ughh. think i got so pissed i was complaining to my friends alot. so much tt other pple whom i didnt complain to started asking me who the teachers who scolded me were. lol

aight so many things happened today tt idk wad to write. so i'll prolly not write. mm highlights.. i lost my wallet for awhile. my OG members were rly sweet some of them went looking for my wallet while i was away :) aww. i found it towards the end of the day! praise God

gotta thank God for wayne too. i rly cant imagine without him around these few starting days. hes a rly awesome crasher haha

im so bushed right now. feels like ive done intensive physical or something. but at least i lost weight! :) due to my lack of appetite for some reason or another..

first day of sch

miraculously i survived the first day of sch without breakfast lunch or dinner. had a lil bits of food here n there tts about it. i can b a muslim at the right time lol.

reaching sch @ 6:15am was no joke. in the end we didnt do much except to give out lollipops to the freshmen. kickstarted orientation today. it wasnt too bad. OG's pretty nice juz rather shy. 6 guys 14 girls. wayne crashed our OG :) thank God for him. he knew wad he was doing n he was damn alotta help. dont kno wad we'll do without him.

pple warmed up by games. or at least warmed up enough to sabotage me wit a muddy pail of water. ughh. it was seriously gross.

juz came back frm life singers. after all that shouting n singing i think im rly gonna lose my voice. n we have a few performances on sat n sun. gonna leave the rest of the shouting to nadim n jac :) i'll give moral support

hello sch bye fun

the title says it all. im pretty looking forward to sch actually. its fun to get back into a routine of doing things n knowing exactly wad im doing every single minute. or at least, wad im sposed to do tt minute.

today was pretty smooth. church was pretty gd cell grp wit the freshmen coming up into our youth grp. praise was not bad too considering our first time in such a huge hall :) abel played the bass wit us lol. juz tt the sermon.. i could catch minimal of wad he was tryin to say. like the msg was juz intertwined n weaved into a load of talk.

workin on my new year's resolution.. n thus my declaration of today as family day. went wit my parents n sims n tans to united sq. had genki sushi wit my sister it was pretty gd but we ate so lil haha. like the both of us clocked less than 10 bucks worth of sushi. :P went shooting aliens n dinosaurs @ the arcade after tt n shopped around b4 splitting.

called up a few guys n girls frm my ogl when i got home, n then went to cricket club for dinner wit my family n relatives to celebrate my grandfather's bday. chilled wit jason n javan the entire time. saw andrew tay there wit his fam too. wad a coincidence.

ahh gotta reach sch @ the inhumanly impossible 6:15am tmr. kill me

msn = screwed up

if u msg me n i dont reply.. its cuz my msn is screwed up.

liping n sophia picked me up at my house in a benz (everyone say WHOA) for worship prac. it was pretty gd. change of location wit amps tt actually work for once. i kinda liked it.

bugis was swarming today. no surprise. got my stuff in 10 n left. got my watch belt fixed for 3 bucks. wad a ripoff

i think one of my dogs is retarded. mentally retarded. shit

worst festive season

ive had two rly bad countdowns. one on christmas, n one on new year's. this is like the worst year ever. cuz pple are selfish. its always in human nature to b selfish i guess. so they naturally think bout themselves first.

well at least i learnt things frm the bad experiences i had. im not about to push the blame around. i did my part. try faulting me for not wanting to hang out in a guy's room filled wit many guys whom i didnt kno. i was on the phone the entire time. thank God for cells.

ugh. hes sucha jerk.

thank God for my dogs they juz saved me frm the biggest ugliest grossest blackest 6-legged ant ever. i saw it coming n i was like omg THERE!! n the ant disappeared in a tornado of tongues.

i should stop rambling on new year's day. piling my burden on other pple. ok happy 1st of Jan. hope all of ur new year's eve kicked ass. cuz mine sure didnt. maybe im being emotional bout it. maybe my 8th new year resolution would be: quit being such an emotional n sentimental person. juz maybe

pop quiz

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can fool you. You're the kind of person that
muggers and cheaters fear because you know them
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radical conclusions. Keep up the balance!


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ripped this one off shawn's blog. been awhile since ive done these stuff lol

new year's eve

its gonna b 2005 tmr!! whoo! no pt saying time flies... cuz it seems to me as if it has gotten turbo engines. or wadever top engines tt planes use.

new year resolutions. everybody's got 'em on new year's eve.
1) im not skipping anymore classes nxt year. nah-uh. not even mr lin's math lectures.
2) up my academics. n actually do my hw now.
3) up my Christian life. rejoin CF, revive bible readings n QT.
4) kick my habit of being fashionably late. which ends up not tt fashionable anyways.
5) get my driver's license n maybe earn enough for a car :)
6) set aside Sundays as 'family day'
7) lose WEIGHT

there. u have it. sounds pretty gd but idk how much i can achieve.

spent pretty much of my new year's eve wit friends today. cabbed to sch EARLY in the morning to meet andrew to get my stuff. then joshua n i went to sarah's to rehearse the dance routine for OG. it was pretty cr8zy we were dancing nxt to the pool. but it was fun stuff. i can proudly say we kno wad we're doing now.

aight so after tt i went to lido to meet matthew, n we ended up walking in the rain to cine to bowl, only to find the bowling alley replaced by the karaoke center lol. so we went to bugis for lunch, n spent like alotta time at the kiddy arcade haha. its been LONNG since ive been there. n it was alotta fun. o we met ong, kaiyun, wit some guy @ cine too, n then found them in the arcade again. :) talk bout coincidences. n ong was attacking time crisis III like a MAN. haha. u go gurl. oh isabel sent me a belated christmas card frm US :) shes such a sweetie thnx babes!

everyone has watchnight services tonight except our church. man we're missing out on alotta stuff. going to benedict's place later.. hope ernest's going. dont kno if im going for the countdown party @ boonlay haha.

happy new year everyone!! heres to a great 2005!