worst festive season

ive had two rly bad countdowns. one on christmas, n one on new year's. this is like the worst year ever. cuz pple are selfish. its always in human nature to b selfish i guess. so they naturally think bout themselves first.

well at least i learnt things frm the bad experiences i had. im not about to push the blame around. i did my part. try faulting me for not wanting to hang out in a guy's room filled wit many guys whom i didnt kno. i was on the phone the entire time. thank God for cells.

ugh. hes sucha jerk.

thank God for my dogs they juz saved me frm the biggest ugliest grossest blackest 6-legged ant ever. i saw it coming n i was like omg THERE!! n the ant disappeared in a tornado of tongues.

i should stop rambling on new year's day. piling my burden on other pple. ok happy 1st of Jan. hope all of ur new year's eve kicked ass. cuz mine sure didnt. maybe im being emotional bout it. maybe my 8th new year resolution would be: quit being such an emotional n sentimental person. juz maybe