the best deceptions

guess wad. ive made a decision. im not gonna sit around and wait for something that i kno will never happen. its like waiting for rain in a drought. useless and disappointing. life is a road that i wanna keep going. with or without you.

We can't blame others when love dwindles away
For we knew from the start it never promised to stay.
It's just one of those thinkgs where the stakes are high
and sometimes its forever and sometimes its good bye

today started like any other day. i was rather amused by "chicken run" that was showing when i stepped into the hall. partly cuz i think chickens look funny, but largely because it was in CHINESE. lol. somehow playdoh chickens who speak chinese and flap their wings juz makes me wanna laugh.

i miss having the sugar rush in my system already. i want icecream and brownies!! i wish daily scoop wld juz set up a store in AC. PLEEAASSEE!! i promise i'll buy frm that store every day and wont press charges when i get supersized.

hur. fat hope. well. it doesnt hurt to dream every once in a while.

got an abrupt call after sch demanding that i meet josh n mac at the lobby after sch. and then i got whirled into going to the swim meEt. (i sent out 3 smses saying i was going to the swim meat. shit) it was rather exciting, the matches. AC put up a great fight against RJ : ) wad was even more amusing was when all the swimmers jumped into the pool, and i spotted mac in the pool in FULL UNIFORM. interesting.

Life will go on and broken hearts will heal-
you must continue on yourquest, for thats the deal.
Throw your heart into life and never stall-
For the greatest risk is to risk nothing at all.

i shld start studying. like right NOW.