nomad

so many things have happened in so few days. its pretty amazing.


im backk now (:

today

life! horoscopes

capricorn
"you can absolutely trust the promises made to you now, even if they arrive from far away. You will be just as adamant about keeping your own word too. Respect and responsibility are in the air"

YEA RIGHT.

horoscopes should always be taken with a pinch of salt. correction. a very large handful of salt. because sometimes, the opposite just may happen.

china black was fun. and crowded too. dancedancedance the night away.

leaving on a jet plane tmr. dont know when i'll be back again.. hah i wish. one day im gonna take a one way trip. and start all over again. with a fresh clean slate. till then, i know im gonna LOVE shopping & disney land in hongkong, and thats all im gonna care about till the end of time.

good bye good night

gdbye!!

its over. i repeat. As are over.

*YAYYYYYY!!!!*

although it definitely wasnt as dramatic as i'd imagined. for one, raj didnt burst into tears as he said he wld. and kevin didnt tear apart his uniform as he said he wld. and i didnt scream for JOY as i predicted i wld.

i blame that LOUSY e4 paper that killed part of the joy. in more ways than one. we got the weirdest paper ever, and i feel rly cheated, reading and digesting all those grotesque and gruesome explicit images of death and suffering in war for nothing. grr. now i understand wad mel means when she says she feels like shes bursting with info to tell, and no one to tell it to..

anyhow. its OVERRRR!! (:(:(:

upon which guys clambered immediately into dota outlets, while girls flocked off to begin well deserved retail therapy. (: funfunfun. i think we prolly walked more than 10 clicks todayy.. including the rounds we made after getting lost in little india because every street looked the same =p

i cant wait for xmas (:(:



i am strong when i am on your shoulders
you raise me up to more than i can be..

crossroads

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things





such a cute picture. ive entered a rly christmasy mood ever since we've bought a whole new christmas tree and taken the effort to put it together to surprise my dad on his return home. that was complete with half a dozen cute litte decorative snowmen and santes which hung off the branches of the christmas tree, just slightly out of reach of my dog's curious jaw, much to its great dismay.

i forget, many times a day, that my As have NOT ended..

harry potter, contrary to much of negative feedback ive heard, was pretty gd in my opinion. guess thats because i didnt read the book. (major oops) except dumbledore's role was more than comfortably warped to fit an agitated or excited (depending on situation) headmaster rather than a calm, wise and collected mentor. that was a big no-no, but other than that, thumbs up (:

When the dog bites
When the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad

selfish love versus selfless love. something that im struggling with. and God reminded me today, of how He gave so freely for us; so selflessly and unconditionally. theres much for me to learn, and i felt so humbled in His presence, for my weaknesses seem so magnified in Him, and yet i know that He'll be there to bring me through it all.

but for all that you've done. thank you (:


Lord i give You my heart
I give You my soul..

story of a fine day

"If you live to be 100, I want to live to be 100 minus one day,
so I never have to live without you" - Winnie the Pooh



The moon has come in
So the tides are out
letting the soft sand sink beneath our feet...


As I look at the beauty all around me
Moreover, in the warm summer breeze
I remember how love found me
When I was feeling lonely and blue
The emptiness like leaves falling and
Floating off in the autumn wind

feel good inc

Your Summer Ride is a Mustang Convertible

You're out to experience the very best of summer. From the best beaches to the best tan, you want it all!

What's Your Summer Ride?

YEA BABY.

my dream car (:

it feels a lil weird to be in front of time again now. haha. the past few days of non-stop studying, constant rush for time, poring over countless readings.. have finally come to a stop! (: not that As are over, but its all downhil from here. -PHEW- after the last 17 pages of words today (yea i counted!), i think i never ever EVER wanna touch geog essays again. -PHEW- which explains why the first thing i did when i got home, was to throw away my geog notes instead of catching up on lost sleep. hahaha.

gosh im so excited bout next week. (: cantwaitcantwaitcantwait. taste of sweet sweet liberty. finally! (:

a few quizzes for fun laughter peace and joy..

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Are a Daisy

You see the world with an artist's eye. Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments. You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets. You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in.

What Flower Are You?

if i could have one dance forever...

half-life

running a little out of breath in this race for time. trying to squeeze everything into my tiny brain in the quickly evaporating time. attempting to fill as many pages with 'words' that seem to blur into a curvy line after the 3rd page. and yet it never seems enough when "pens down!" is announced. hurry, hurry, joy.

ive been plagued with a mysterious dizzy spell for the past few days as well. must be from all that -nudging- lol. self-nudging that occurs when i look at my mountain sets of geog notes, reminding myself that i'll prolly need full marks for my next geog paper to secure an A after the first screwed up paper.

suddenly 24th nov seem way too far away. waywayway. times infinity. plus 100.

thou shalt not compare with others...

ok so i'll have more days than the others to be considered a student of ACJC (:


because You're the one who'll lift me up
because You're the one who'll bring me through it all

once again..

Everybody wants to be loved
every once in a while
we all need someone to hold on to
just like a helpless child..


this is way harder than i thought it would be. somehow i imagined that it would all work out fine, the way it always does. the papers so far have not been too encouraging or uplifting in any way. i cant help worrying, tho i know that doesnt go a long way. then, glancing at my entry proof.. realizing that all papers are major writing papers next week.. *she turns and runs to hide in bed*

You are strong when i am weak..

-breathe in breathe out -

tomorrow's a brand new day. 2 days to finish econsliteraturehumangeog. in one go. if at first you dont succeed, try, try again. it wont be so hard if i werent this tired.

I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all





and he looked at the scarlet little puncture, as if he would like to kiss it and make it well..

a little sound and a great dream

she was dancing to wondrous music, and her partner was the man in silver armor...

no more math till the end of time! (: tho i highly suspect that these moderate ranged math papers will reside towards the "easier" bunch of papers among this year's killer papers. sigh.

almost halfway there to 24th (: studying can be fun and interesting in a way, esp when it comes to lit. but its just about time where saturation point is breached. -warning alarm -

~ Sometimes it feels that life has no meaning,
But all things will be alright in the end ~






and his figure fell into fragments like a pack of cards...

dream to dream

so a package arrived for me this morning. a pleasant surprise since packages dont come on an everyday basis. and hidden under thick layers of wrappings and paper shreddings.. was this japanese doll. which instantly reminded me of the doll i saw at hiro's house ytd. that, and its uncanny resemblance to the dolls used in japanese horror movies. hehe.

but thanks anyways. it was sweet (: an exotic change.


There is a star
Waiting to guide us
Shining inside us
When we close our eyes

how will i know..

how will i know if i let you go...

guess i will never find out.

"i can do all through Christ who strengthens me"

theres been ups and downs. esp this week when my family's not around. but thanks to the lot who've been my safety net. the people who have been strong when i am weak. the people who've cared bout how my day went each day. even tho my days sound exactly the same each time they ask. the people who always manage to turn up whenever im feeling down, and make me feel so much better (:

the Lord provides. He does.

when the world around you crumbles, He will be strong..

every beat of your heart

So here we stand
Anchored in hope
Letting the rain wash away every fear
Stars in the sky
Twinkle and shine
I pray they won't disappear


do your best and let God do the rest..

pray pray pray with eyes tightly closed. with faith. we will. we must.


3 more days.


please let it be enough..

h-e-l-p

and once again im thinking about taking the easy way out..



what would i do without you... thnx (:

be my escape

it is rather interesting to read the various random scribblings and scrawls (by myself or otherwise) imprinted in pencil on the otherwise most boring set of lecture notes ever. these harmless doodlings summon not only the countless memories, but sometimes, also the waves of sadness, or childish glee that accompanies these recollections. and these notes, as much as i wld like to rid them asap, wld also carry with them a sentimentality that cannot be replaced otherwise. in a way, they track what ive been going through.. esp for a person who loves to doodle (:

and with that, is the completion of my act in indulging in a teeny bit of dalliance to clear my head.

back to the most boring set of notes ever.





Since you've been gone I've learned to stop..