gore fest

ok. phew. its the weekends. finally some time to slow things down, breathe again, and think about the past week. or weeks.

our couples sleepover was.. a success (: but not after all that flurry and hoohaas about the what-ifs and what-nots. with a taste of the cons of close interconnectedness between our parents. sometimes its not all that great when our folks are the best of friends too haha. but anyhow, all was ironed out in the end (: and our gore fest (final destination 3 & the fog & fearless) still carried through. with the addition of munich at the movies after that, where i fell aslp half the time cuz i was wayy too tired.

announcement of release of results on wed dampened the moods a lil at the end. i realized that its not the fear of bad results that im grappling with, for whats done is done. its more of the knowledge that many major decisions and changes will have to be made upon the receipt of my ticket to the next stage of my life that im afraid of. the elimination of my new comfy circle that i have drawn for myself, knowing that i have to take on an outward bound mentality, and take my steps out of this circle. i fill my head with many diff scenarios, picturing myself in diff situations and imagining how i would deal with them all. and after all that, i throw all these thoughts away, and put all faith in Daddy up there. strange that the fear comes first before the reminder of His great plan for all of us, but it is comforting to know that whichever direction im headed in, God will make a way (:

every step i take i take in You
You are my way, Jesus..

with trust, with faith, and with belief.