reaching for you

i recently received the acceptance letters into 2 US colleges which ive applied to. while the other 2 colleges will be mailing their decision letters shortly. i cant decide what my sentiments are just of yet haha. probably like, a burst of joy and excitement, followed by.. dread and a little fear? idk.

maybe im just growing old. because old people are resistant to changes.
and as i grow older, i realized that, i too become more and more anal to changes.
maybe its because im really happy the way things are now.
maybe its because i treasure what i have too much.
maybe its because... i dont know.

The power of heaven
Revealing Your purpose in me
As I'm reaching for You...

faith. faith. more faith. every step i take, i take in You, cuz You are my way. i need some light. a torchlight will do. damn, even candlelight will do the trick.

anyhow. things have been pretty slowww. playing the role of faithful daughter and good housewife, with the exception of badminton (with LIDE!) and more shopping and hanging by the pool. at the end of all that, i conclude: i am not cut out to be a housewife. HAHA. but at least i did try! hehe

4 more days till my baby comes back (: i cant wait.


Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord to give up i'd be a fool
You are my all in all..