midsems

4 down, 1 to go.
in the past 2 days i've had prolly the worst combination of midsems ever to occur
but even as i heave a huge sigh of relief, and pat myself on the back telling myself the worst is over,
i also cant help worrying about what the outcome of all will be.
and how i will react to it.

no amount of herculean preparation or late night studying would have prepared me for the big failure on monday
never in my life have i fared that badly in any exam - i think i have a high chance of getting ZERO
at the start of the paper i was giving myself a mental pep talk about buying more textbooks to read up,
but by the end of the paper i felt like running to the tallest building to jump off, and then get up, run up, and jump again.

but whats done is done. thankfully i have today's paper to balance out the mood-o-meter (and perhaps the last paper ytd)
now all i have to do, is to score FULL MARKS for the final paper to ensure salvation of my microeconomics II.

no shit, thats -insert expletive- insane.

but, as the saying goes: "the best is yet to be".
so, just do it.