two more days

im glad i got well enough to say byebye.
thankfully it wasnt an emotional farewell
but im rly gonna miss you gurl :(
all that crazy shit we did together, and the talks we had,
how we cried together, and laughed together..
but "friends are friends forever" right?
so now we juz have to holler a little louder, with you all the way down south!
so heres a little shoutout with a preetee lil daisy for you
and a take care and a we LOVE you!! (:

im starting to get my voice back bit by bit.
there's a thin line btwn a sexy husky voice, and a hoarse manly voice
and right now i cant decide which side of the line im on
but it sure beats having people to lip-read whatever im saying, or trying to act it out, or scrambling for my phone to text out stuff like "haha i think that is lame"
nothing beats being able to voice out your thots.

so, us churchies today had worship and service and the breakthrough missions.
which was a pretty new experience for prolly all of us in a very interesting way.
we had service in a mini chapel compound that was rly like those mini churches in olden days villages.
then we sang chinese worship songs that we've never even heard before, in a rather.. retro style.
there were testimonies by previous drug addicts on how their lives were changed thru knowing Christ
and then it made alotta us redefine the meaning of "living hell" and appreciate what we have even more.
and then it reignited something in me that i havent felt in a long long time
which makes me rly wanna go out there, and scream to everyone who hears me GOD LOVES YOU!


We want to run to the altar
and catch the fire
to stand in the gap
between the living and the dead
Give us a heart of compassion
for the world without vision
we will make a difference
bringing hope to our land