im feeling down

an air of depression revolves around me. deep inside me i ache. n i cant pinpoint an exact reason to why im feeling the way i am. no cause, no cure. im feeling horribly cynnical. dejected. all alone.

homework's becoming a burden to me. even the completion of 20 outta 80 math questions cant quench my growing worry. no time for regrets.

in hopes of dissolving the solemn mood i went over to sarah's. we practiced the mass dance. or rather, messed it up. went to holland v for dinner wit kb n sarah. thaixpress tomyum burnt a hole in my stomach. spicy.

a guy approached me on the bus n asked me to model for some mag. think my getting off the bus pretty much answered his question. dont want them sueing me when pple start canceling their subscription.

im dried of tears. yea it made me feel better, but it doesnt rly help. everything's still the way it is, except for the addition of puffy eyes n dried up eyes. it doesnt go away