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sometimes i just wonder. why God wld take away something that meant so much to me. something that i gave thanks everyday for. God must have his reasons. those that transcend my understanding and comprehension, because it just doesnt seem to make sense. i pray for acceptance, but many a times i cant help feeling sad about it; i pray for strength, but many a times i feel so weak.

Sentimental days
In a mist of clouded haze
Of a memory that now feels untrue

but i truly thank god for those around me. who're ready to lend me an arm or shoulder to lean on. who've wrote me letters in sharing. who've called just to check up on me. who've been there for me. i love you guys (:

Tangled in a web
With a pain hard to forget
That was a time that I've now put to rest

when things are down, the only way they can go is up. so hopefully things will turn for a better soon (:



remember how you used to say
i'd be the one to run away
but i'm still here