o christmas tree

"mama always said, life is like a box of chocolates. you never know what you're gonna get" - forrest gump


i would say, dark chocolate. for today. bitter and sweet all in one, only appreciated if you can overcome the initial bitter, and taste the overall sweetness of such deep chocolate.

many thoughts ran through my mind today. its amazing how much ur mind wanders, while you stand on stage, with countless spotlights heating up your face in front of prolly hundreds of orchard-visitors, singing christmas carols which lyrics have already automatically been stored in my brain. i saw many familiar faces in the crowd; some too familiar, while some whom i merely knew existed in school. but from the stage, they kinda just blur into a whirl, just as my mind was.

i liked our performance at the christmas tree better (: its really reassuring to see people rly moved by the music and words, and their faces shine with hope and anticipation, even for that very short 40 min. and its ever so amazing that we even get the opportunity to spread the gospel of Christmas so openly in the streets of orchard. its truly God's grace (: thanks to all who came down too (:

the price to pay: energy. i havent felt to zapped of energy for a while. been juggling many things at once - i hope i dont drop and break anything. haha. but yet i dont wanna lie in bed awake. an idle mind is a dangerous mind. sighh..



all the hope she once had.. so unreal