christmas shoes

as i listen to the song 'christmas shoes', i rly started crying. it's such a sweet but sad song. the lyrics are so beautiful.

hmm second blog post within 4 hours. im blogging to keep my mind off stuff. like the lizard tt juz ran into my room n refuses to come out; like the immaturity of my sister who refuses to grow up.

sigh.

He's leaving. n i cant stop it. i know as i watch him walk away, that it'll be a long time before we'll bridge that emptiness that he sets between us when he leaves. and yet, i know i can do something about it. i know i can stop this once and for all. it's just me. it's my call. the pressure's on. should i make a sacrifice? or should i do what i believe will make me happy? i seem to be always slapped with the tough decisions. it's always between heart and mind. the thing is, u can never satisfy both.

sigh.

the damn lizard decided to marathon around my room. when the door's right there. it's amazing how it managed to climb 8 storys up to my room. lizards seem to find me wherever i go. just the other day, one popped in frm the NL window onto raj n started running around the classroom. i hate lizards.