soldier

i thought today's chapel service was quite gd. i was quite disgusted with e___n when he teased me bout how i worshipped. i dont rly care bout what pple think when i focus on God, but as for him, a christian who grew up in Methodist institutions, i thot a lil more respect for God would have done him some gd.

school was horrible. class after class. the pink slip was severely tempting but God gave me strength to continue. wit God's blessings again, double GP period was postponed, giving me time to snooze, play squash wit the guys and refresh myself b4 the long chamber rehearsal.

had a few rather interesting (or worrying) talks today wit various pple today. somehow everyone juz seems to kno everything. secret is juz a word meant to label something tt everyone knows but do not proclaim. or perhaps people juz read me rly easily. i have a feeling my body langauge reveals much more than i intend to. or perhaps pple juz know everything cuz they do. none of the reasoning sound very convincing.

chamber rehearsal was pretty interesting. sat wit kenneth in the last row :). that's so much less pressure than sitting in first desk. but apparently we're not sposed to be there.. so too bad.

aight work work work