sweet slumber

i've collapsed into deep sleep the moment i got home frm sch. these few days have been rly crazy. the late nights are starting to have an effect on me.

had chamber rehearsal ytd. it kinda aggravated my sprained wrist. played even softer than the usual soft tt i play. anyways~ what was intended to b a 4 hours practice ended at 8pm when the conductor could not make it for rehearsal. charles, wayne n i went for dinner at kap. we got the ready-cooked chicken n ribs frm cold storage, n wolfed it down at mcdonald's. lol without any utensils.

school today was sposed to b short, but the leadership workshop took tt away. it was utterly BORING. cherie n i indulged in everything possible in an LT to keep awake. more than half of the class werent there. gee.

the walk wit my dogs was pretty refreshing. i went to the place i havent gone in some time - the children's playground. i love the swing. as i rode on the swing in the cool night air, i felt the awakening of the child in me. the sky was the opposite of the deserted playground, crowded and lit with the sparkling of stars. watching the sky made me feel so small. im but a mere figure in universe. and yet God loves me.

the alone time gave me space to think. to clear my thoughts. i could have watched the sky forever. im so lost in the world of the stars and clouds. it seems to draw me closer to Him.

u paint a smile to my face. i think of u, and only u. i wonder what thoughts run through ur mind as you see me; as u lift up ur face to smile as well. what am i doing? venturing into this realm. i know how much hurt it can bring if i tread on the wrong path. and yet, i'm doing it for you.