love never fails

short but interesting day. i woke up not wanting to go to church. but i knew i had to because i was playing the black thing with white keys called the keyboard for worship like i do every week since the start of this year. but turns out, church was more fruitful and inspiring for me this week than others.

the sermon was about conformity to the worlds' value and behavior. it got me pondering if i would have the courage as Jesus did - to be radical and step aside frm the world's evils and do what's right. and i still wonder.

had lunch, and then got swiveled into to the lan shop. one of the world's evils. the guys wanted to play, and were rly keen in pulling me to 'the dark side'. in other words - DOTA. aaron was a sweetie n explained what was going on. wat wit heroes, creeps, scourges, towers.. no surprise that i was in a total confused mode when i walked outta that place.

met grace n christian @ PS for a lil shopping. got caught in the rain, which merited a ride home :)

im angry. and yet soft. too soft. u're right. i need to toughen up. i get hurt too easily.