sapped

sometimes it seems, when even giving your 200% just dont cut it.

where nothing seems to work, no matter how hard you try.

if at first you dont succeed, try, try, try again.

but at times i cant help but wonder, if i shld keep on trying. pushing for something tt isnt there. knowing tt each time i leap, i fall.

hello God, it's me again. me against myself. i am my greatest enemy.

having to withstand orders barked out like insults during area cleaning didnt help much either.

o well. i guess i'll order another plate of tiramisu. no, wait, make it a box.