this love

turbulences. waves that keep crashing over me this week. again n again. battering me. this tree standing in the middle of the sea isnt gonna b able to take it anymore. one of these days, this tree is gonna b uprooted. when that day comes, all thats gonna b left will b mere memories.

A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden
Surrounded by many others
Yet remained alone

Time passed and trials came and went
One dealt a severe blow
And the rose began to wilt and wither.

this is tougher than i thought.

focus. concentration. determination. three easy-to-say, hard-to-apply formulas that do not add up to what ive been giving. its hard to find smiles and enthusiasm while u're struggling wit exhaustion, fluctuating emotions, and excruciating pressure. try, try, try again. i need something to hold on to. to cling on for dear life. cant seem to find it. maybe cuz there isnt such a thing.

i glance over my shoulder, only to see the warm temptation of snuggling up cozy into bed, with the gentle reassurance of being embraced in the arms of dreamland. keyword here is: temptation. argh.

chamber today was.. a rehearsal for national day. dont think it went too fantastic, tho i did observe how unjoyful our music sounded as we sawed away "joyful, joyful, we adore thee", in sync with an opera singer in the background. but the national day songs sounded pretty gd : ) cheesy lyrics, but sounding happy cheerful n most importantly, joyful. yayy

ive made up my mind. the first thing im gonna do when prelims r over (which will b in approximately a MONTH o_0), is shopping and brownies. shopping&brownies. shopping&brownies. maybe thats wad i'll cling on to for now. : )

If we need it this could be the end
Of feeling crazy
The end of feeling sad

go muggers! we can do it : )