you lied to me. i was a fool for trusting you. you lied. you lied a big fat lie. and now i suffer. because you're too cowardly to face up to your lie. i dont hate you for it. i feel sorry for you. i pray to God each day, to forgive your sins of deception. i pray to God each day, that one day, you'll realise what you've done, and repent before the Lord. i pray to God each day, that i'll find the capacity and the love in me, to forgive and forget. i pray for you..i do.

raindrops keep falling on my head.... tears keep falling on my cheeks. tears of frustration, anger, desperation, sadness.. some people try to help. yeah i rly appreciate it. but i need to deal with this by myself. i need to face up to it and deal with it. no longer should i run away frm my problems, or shirk away frm the fear of dealing with it. i will face up to it. i will, with God's strength and guidance, i will survive.

i thank God each day for my two little joys at home : ) my dogs can make me smile no matter how bad each day is. i kno they're always there for me.. to hug, to have fun with, to cuddle, to juz fool around and act like a kid all over again. they've never abandoned me, and they always seem to be there when i cry.

guess theres always something to thank God for huh..