if you leave me now

If you leave me now, you'll take away the biggest part of me
No baby please dont go

that songs been stuck in my head ever since "a lot like love", and was juz imprinted firmly after kopi-susu did a beautiful acapella wit it : ) i absolutely adore albert's voice & andrew's charisma. i'll totally get their album if they were ever to cut one =p

If you leave me now, you'll take away the very heart of me
No baby please don't go

man.. i wish one day a guy wld sing to me like that haha. *melts*

i was going thru my old photos today, and a picture fell out of my unconsolidated pile. it was a picture of me and my middle school sweetheart back in the states. charles jacob kellar (if i didnt rmb wrongly). it was taken in the school playground during winter by a fellow classmate. how cute haha. looking at it now, i realize we looked rly odd together. one white, one asian. but that was 4th grade so who was to tell? lol..

while i was in town today i saw an old man of 70 odd yrs donning prada shades and bell bottoms. i was like whoa. then, his phone rings, and i watched him whip out a motorala razr, flip it open, and mumble "sup y'all". thats when my eyes turned rly wide, and i felt my jaw drop a little. this beats the convertible-gunning music-blasting elderly couple any time. man. old folks these days..

"only in the mysterious equations of love can any logic be found"
i watched "a beautiful mind" today wit my mom and sister. its such an awesome show about the prevailing strength of love that enables such magnitudes of sacrifice. i wonder if i'll be able to do that if i were in the character's position. to believe in love so deep to be able to put down oneself for the other. but the show was rly inspiring and touching.. makes me believe in love again : )

worship prac today too was thought-provoking, and instigated a soul-searching session. we prayed for issues, problems, committing our lives unto God. and then God reminded us of the fragility of life. how He who gave life to us, can take life away just as easy, so that we may be with Him in heaven. life on earth is so short, so unexpected, that each day, each second is so precious. and yet sometimes i find myself so enveloped in my problems and worries, that i let my life slip through my fingers. there was remourse, regret, and then there was enlightenment, and release. i knew that i shld stop wallowing in the pits of problems that were so trivial and unimportant, as compared to our Father's love for us. God's presence in my life superceded anything, anytime.

prayers go out to jasper.. fighting his battle against cancer and yet standing strong in faith, holding on. i kno i cant ever understand how he feels at this point of time, but i do kno that in God all things are possible, n i do believe in the power of prayer and supplication. "Be careful for nothing, but in everything, by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known unto God". lets all continue to pray for jasper's recovery : )