think of me

Think of me
think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me once in a while
please promise me you'll try

easy how songs stick to my head and wont go away. easy how they conjur memories so vivid it feels like im flipping through a slideshow of thoughts. and funny how the song got stuck in my head in the first place. when joshua started whistling it and i was thinking of that exact song and we both exclaimed "oh no!" considering the title of the song haha. powers of music telepathy.

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen
don't think about the things
which might have been

a beautiful song about thinking, missing, and feeling. yet, exactly the thing which im trying not to partake in right now. for im lost in a myriad of confused thoughts. seeking answers that i have yet to find. still wish i cld talk to somebody about it. someone who wld understand exactly how it feels, someone who wld help me search for answers. wonders of the not-so-beautiful mind.

Daddy, please save me. im drowning fast : (

maybe im pmsing. i wish that that were it. i was doodling mindlessly as i always do in classes, when i realized i was scribbling "joy is sad" on the LT and NL tables. how ironic. sigh.

Think of me, think of me waking, silent and resigned

the morning migraine forced me to go to school late today. again. and on my way to sch i saw a charles look-alike who bore such striking resemblances he was fit to be his clone. except he was a punk version, donning black leather jacket, boots and standing next to a rly cool bike. F-U-N-K-Y! read somewhere last time that there was a duplicate of every person somewhere in this earth. haha i wanna find MY clone!

ah. thank God its friday. looking forward to a day of r&r wit the 87'ers tmr : ) i rly need this.




Imagine me, trying too hard to put you from my mind...